i wanna see this movie. it looks so cute.

good for me one day

when i really sit here & think abt it as mad as i am abt the situation, more than anything im hurt. when you put all your energy into something and it blows up in your face theres tht deep since of disappointment. & true disappointment is one of the most painful things you can experience. tht & confusion seem to occupy my being a lot lately. mostly when i sit alone & actually think. it delves into the depths of subconscious but when i enter into any kind of deep thought, here they come once again, rushing to the surface. & every once in a while they drag along anger. but one day my tears will dry for good & i will look back on this day & say “bria, good for you. you made it. youre good.”

oh no!

  • me: why do these sour straws stink?
  • kay: tell me why i tried to smell it & i put it in my nose.
  • me: you're supposed to save that for marriage.
  • kay: ahahaha